Gratitude for the seasons of life

Oh my goodness! I woke up this morning realizing this week and specifically today is the last stretch of my 50’s ! I turn 59 today.

Whoever said age was just a number didn’t consider the cycles of life !

The 50’s were definitely different to my 40’s. I found I had to draw on everything I had these past 9 years. Growing, changing into who I truly am out of the system. Stepping out of my comfort zone.

I found I have become quieter, more still, wanting to calm my nervous system rather than stimulate it. I found I want to pay for experiences rather than buy more things.

It’s been a beautiful unfolding of the Crone in me and boy do I have a lot to share. You see I have always, even as a child been puzzled by this thing called life. I am not convinced that we know how to be human. We follow the masses, the system and we don’t question. I don’t think we come here to be just one thing, a doctor, a mother, a secretary, a photographer etc.

I want to experience LIFE, living, being and not just the Matrix.

I think we must experience a taste of everything so it expands us. And that’s always been my path, I am besotted with the magnificence of Nature and what an incredible journey I have had up until now.

I love, adore and cherish my students of whom there have been thousands. I have been a teacher since I was 22 years old.

Thank you to each and everyone of you some have grown and some may have left in a hurry . Either way I’m sure I added something small to your life !

To my close friends of which I have few, thank you for allowing me to share my vulnerable moments and my scared little girl with you.

Thank you to those that live with me, for supporting the next adventure. I know you may whisper, thank goodness she has gone away, so you can have some rest

It’s a precious thing to love and support someone and to watch them grow.

It’s my Birthday today and I celebrate my own being in this life. I had a challenging start to life which has allowed me the pursuit of a life long journey to discover what it truly means to be human.

Nature in its magnificence has brought me at the age of 59 to ONENESS with All beings. I have learnt to end suffering with meditation . To dropping into no – mind. This has been my greatest success. My life has been in SERVICE to humanity in all its forms ever since I was 14 years old.

Happy birthday to me ! For making it to 59 which means I have lived 21 469 days, I have been part of all those sunrises and sunsets. How incredible is that