The tension of living beyond the veil held the room together that night as we sat listening to the ticking of the clock.
I did not know what I was feeling, I just knew I was emotionally broken from the exhaustion of not knowing what was to come.
Sitting by the bedside of my mother, my friend, my everything. I could not grasp that this time had come. Watching my Mother lying there was a moment I could not comprehend. Although she was 91, she was always so strong, courageous. I sat there wondering, I had never experienced life without my Mother. We were so close.
I closed my eyes and felt this deep calm come over me. I felt her hand tighten and squeeze mine, she knew I was there.
I sensed I was living beyond the veil, so close to the other side. Mom and mine’s time in this life time was running out like sand in an hourglass.
The waiting for the moment was like balancing on a sharp silver knife trying to make every moment count. I was undergoing a spiritual upgrade, I could feel it as I had flashes of how our interpretation of life and what we have been taught , is upside down. This pivotal moment is what we should be spending out lives on, focussing on what state of consciousness we are in when we cross over. Instead we drown ourselves in a world of materilialism and arb meaningless clutter.

Why am I telling you this story ? Well, my life changed forever, after my Mum passed. So many of us struggle when we lose a loved one. It sent me on a deep search for meaning and truth – I began asking more questions about the meaning of life. What our true purpose was here on earth and feeling that alot of what we had been taught actually doesn’t make sense.
My years of questioning and searching led me to assisting others to understand the meaning of what it means to be human. If you have been feeling like you don’t fit in, I invite you to watch and experience the things people don’t talk about – energy, emotion and spirit.
If you’re searching and wanting answers to the cycle of life and don’t know where to start, allow me to walk with you while we discover what it means to be human. We don’t know what’s next, but we can experience life fully.
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